I lost it in my sleep
The center of myself
To fears and worry
I, myself
A pest and leper
Altered beast

It came from underneath
A giant wave
The darkened moon
A mouth of ashes
A heavy thought
The scars of living

But soon, I’ll rise from that gloom
I’ll ride the wave
Swallow the ashes
And leave behind
What is not real
Cause I am going home
With thoughts of you
My joy of living.